afterthoughts.

“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life’s realities.” - Dr. Seuss

go getter.

go. and get. make things happen for yourself. holler. --- the price of gas at my corner gas station is $4.45/gal for 87. WOW. $4.75/gal for 91. holy crap.

take me to the finish line.

i'm spent. it's alluring. and thrilling. it's everything i've always wanted it to be. minus the part that it's also everything i never thought it would be. i always thought that this, this thing right here is where i've wanted to be. so i've made it so that it would be ...

nuns.

& private school in LA is the way to go. i remember that the kids in my class were smarter than me. which only made me want to try harder. and every word i didn't understand, i went home and looked it up in the dictionary. and my mom didn't let me watch t.v. ...

phonic.

even if i did have the words to say it ......without being too verbose or trite would you care to lend an ear or peruse through my musings? goddamit, i hate writer's block.

when worse comes to worst

my family comes first. (...to the rescue) i have been having such a fabulously great summer so far. and i give thanks for all of my blessings. i have, however, been going through a couple of rough patches that don't really matter, but matter. if that makes in sense. in comparison to ...

[not so] trendy.

I've been working @ the uber hip Melrose location for the past few weeks. Aside from stick skinny chicks with mullets & guys with way too much pomade in their hair, I've noticed an abundance of customers rocking "Che Guevara" gear: ranging from hats, to bags, to stickers, etc. (click ...

April 7th 2010
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Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.

This is all too surreal. I can't think. I can't stop crying. The five stages of grief keep cycling over and over. And over. R.I.P. May Guevara, fondly known to us as Auntie Nene, and to me as my Ninang. I love you and will miss you always. It's not the ...
February 13th 2009
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Oh my dog :(

She just came back from having 3 biopsies on her nose, eyes, & ears. She also has an extreme dermatalogical condition. The tests results come in next Tues or Wed, but the vet said that it doesn't look good. Wahhhh :*(
February 4th 2009
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broken

Love is horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside of you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then ...
January 4th 2009
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Listen to me.

You need carbohydrates. YES YOU DO. Oh, and the Atkin's Diet does not work. Dr. Atkins 1)was obese and 2) died before he could do more research on his "diet plan". But book publishers wanted to make money so they threw a "Dr." on the ...
December 23rd 2008
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This one’s for all the cal eta’s circa 2005-2007…

"Jaunty". HAHAHAHAH

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